SouthernSunrise
Life shouldn’t have to be this way
I can remember giving ol’ girl me everyday
but somewhere between the lies and the present time
a game of hide and seek was played without consent of mine
and my mind’s like impossible to find now
don’t even fight for nothing, I just say, “we’ll work it out”
with no intent to do anything, but what im doing
and im not clear on exactly what i am pursuing
a clue in my hand as to the future’d be the best
but until then, i’ll rest these fingers on my chest
pledging allegiance to modern medicine and things
that keep me going for something that I dont really need
So sky please, show me a sign.
Ease, up off of mine.
See, if borrowed time can bleed the same
‘Cause I don’t know anymore
and I’m inching ever closer to the exit door….
Its like 7:30am in the morning and I still can’t sleep. Here alone in Texas with nowhere and no one is a shit feeling. I want to be home. Back in a place where I can make moves without tearing myself apart. Don’t get me wrong, being out here did bless me with the clarity to pull the projects and ideas out of my head that I’ve been putting off for so long, but damn…. In home one, I made something that people respected and wanted to be a part of. In home two, I found out so much about myself and fell in love with life again. Now I’m fucking here, making myself more upset every day by just bitching about it. There’s no number of hot tracks in the world to make me calm in this place. I feel like the only person who cares to live in this entire city. If I don’t make it back home soon, I’m going to flip. For real. Shit. Three days to Twenty-Five and I sound like a ten year old who just wants to hang out in the neighborhood with his buddies.
That’s about all I need right now.
_Tru
